3 Mondays/interview in a row

12/08, 12/15 and 12/22.  One is better than the previous, but would I get an offer? I seriously doubt that.

I'm very tech, tool savvy and that's probably too good for the public sector.

Well see. I've sown the seeds. Something should come up

Paul vs Jenn

How can someone who can't write, can't type, can't do a grant-funded SQ right, puts the blame on someone else for his own fault, who basically does not have the KSA got rated #1 among all the candidates ?

Another failed interview

I know when I tailed it because I felt it, because they made me feel it. I didn't remember his name, and it surprised me to see that deputy dir.. Oh, well, prepare more.  There is nothing to it. Always the most difficult situation, the most sensitive information, most complex projects, how you approach it, outcome, etc.

What an interesting career path

2003, director, office of contract management.
2010, manager, central buying division
2014, supervising buyer

Let's postpone it to Monday,

Because tommorrow I will be out there (at the Giants celebration, at the Civic Plaza), with Shawn. 

All day? It did sound like that she would be there most of the day.  When does it translate to be a day to step out of work and have fun?

Luke could sense my negativity, but it's hard not to have it, if you're living in it.

Another referral

Just when I thought it has become more quiet, i got another from hsa. 

I hope i can get this neurology thing over with soon.

Need to get away from that lunatic

She would approve someone's travel expenses to san Diego for some kind of training/seminar and later extended that person's probation. When controller's office was offering FREE classes at CITY HALL, she rejected all my requests.

Technology Marketplace page

http://sfgsa.org/index.aspx?page=6777

There.

So bored...

Not because of lack of paper-pushing tasks, but because of lack of intellectual stimulation.

I'm holding on until further consultation and exams with kaiser, santa Clara. We will see if I need another surgery later on.

Then, we will need short term disability. We'll see.

Jason

happy Monday!

this is the new office banner for the giants and Halloween.

What does this mean?

My not-so-bright boss, ms. jw, came over with the print out of the stupid, purposeless weekly workload report and said, "what do you mean, 'pending  psc'?" I said, the psc document was missing and dept was to send it over ". It seemed to me that she never read the weekly report before and it's been over a year that she made me do it. First by email, by cob every Thursday, then by cob, Wednesday, and finally by hard copy, by 2:30 Wednesday.

She returned the paper to me in the end, and said she didn't need it. 

Why can't I just email the report to her. Why 2:30? At her  "in" tray.

Staff meeting & weekly report

She pushed to have the weekly report printed and placed in her tray by 2:30 p.m. wednesday because she needs them for the Thursday meeting with her boss.  Then, today (Thursday, Oct 19th) she called in sick.

The report used to be due by cob on Thursdays and they never had their staff meetings on Friday. What's up with that?

Useless meeting called by judy

We could totally do without the meeting.  No objective and no action items. No need to get 4 people involved for nothing.  Stupid gov. Management.  So brain dead.
Diane said it's a power thing that she set it up at 8:00am. Inconsiderate, controlling biatch that has nothing to do with it.

10-1 interview with samtrans

I didn't even tell hl. There was no need to tell her. We had different sets of value and I don't think I would like to hang out with her much.

The interview went okay. Very stupid word and excel questions that focus on the recognition of the icons that do save, delete, add a row, print, etc.  The written test was an old school paper and pencil essay-writing. It went OK, I guess.

Leftover from yesterday's universal meeting

Pathetic.  Costco pastry bought the night prior to the meeting, meaning Wednesday night.  Still some left today(Friday). Yes, they treat people cheap. No equality. Just sad.
Hopeless.

Dysfuctional

I think I got mad when the Indian guy asked mwo to help type up the sole sourc e waiver. I'm sure she didn't mind and couldn't do much with it as she's under probation. It's just wrong to misuse the resources. So, inefficient.  I specifically said it's a typist's job and we have people here in the office that were hired as typists. He pulled a high-paid person to do a low-paying job. So, this placed is so messed up.

I'm not sure if I want to come in for the universal meeting. I think I need to see my doc about the ears.

No owner of the sole source waiver process

The Indian guy said he's not the owner of the process. Everybody is.  That's just so wrong about that place or about the government system.  How can you be efficient if there is no one to oversees the process, to make sure that it runs smoothly and do the DMAIC thing to make it better and better.

He mentioned about talking with the male director and the female supervising purchaser about re-aligning the process or something like that.  I can't quite remember.   I was ticked off.

He got ticked off when I said that it is the owner's responsibility to train whoever he asks to help type.  He should brainstorm to improve the process.  Maybe the purchaser should already type it in in the first place.

How come the white sr. purchaser lose not one, not 2 but a few waiver requests from DPH that were submitted over 2 months ago?  There has to be a way to make the process better and who's owning it?

No gov jobs

checked all the way from san Bruno to mt. view.  nothing.  nothng.

PUC的面試

九月四號去他們大樓十一樓的oceanside 跟三個人面試 我覺得很好 希望他們會錄用我。蘿絲安娜應該是會用我的。

No government jobs available yet

*sigh*   I looked and nothing yet.  -09/08/14

Paper and more paper

This is it for the rest of my life? I hate this job...   :(

Still lost

Haven't recognized this is it for me.  I just can't give up yet. Gotta continue learning. Gotta do it. Gotta leave the office of contract administration. The worst place I've worked at so far.

第二輪

是上個星期四的事情了 跟莎菈及蘿菈聊了不到三十份鐘 我覺得還好 但最後的結果很難講 明天又要去那個討人厭的地方  如果兒重青年和家庭服務部不要我 我要去買一個tablet再加油了

第一輪

馬上要上去Fox  Plaza九樓進行第一輪的淘汰項目Excel 雖然對我而言不是困難的 但是還是要注意一下囉！
祝好運了！

No se puede borrar la historia

Lo que paso paso. Hay que seguir adelante.

No somos santos. Todos nosotros hacemos errores por casualidad o algo. Sin embargo, el que pide perdon siempre recibe perdon.

Yo si puedo borrar algunas palabras o fotos, pero no puedo eliminar la verdad y la historia.

Strange commentator

Got a few repetitive comments from an anonymous person. It reminds me of some not-so-good experience teaching Mandarin for a small school. The money wasn't much. But the time and efforts wasted mattered more. The owner refused to talk and even pretended not home when I rang the bell. 

What happened doesn't matter anymore.

Flexible work hours for all???

Mark leaves at 1:44pm yet he noted 8 hours on the sheet.

 

Unless he comes in at 5:45 am, the hours are inflated.  And that, my friend, leaves room for flexible work hours for others.

Little game for birthday

可愛的Pete Williams

還在持續的追蹤我的近況  實在是感激 我現況真的乏善可陳  氣若游絲 槁木死灰 生不如死 行屍走肉

What to do to not feel trapped?

I'm overpaid for what I'm doing.  I realized that not a lot of private companies will offer the same pay for little talent that I got.

Still feeling trapoed. Comparing to other less talented coworkers.  *sigh*

Invitation to Bid: ITSF14000608/SQ - Grant Funded - Computers & Accessories

Hello,

 

To: All Bidders

Number of Pages: 12

Bid Package includes the following:

ITSF14000608_SQ – Bid Sheets
ITSF14000608_SQ – Attachment A – General and Special Conditions

Bids are due either by email or fax on Monday, June 6, 2014 at 5:00pm. See page 1 of the bid package.

 

Best regards,

 

Jason Li,  C.P.M. Rm 430, City Hall, SF, CA 94102 Tel: (415) 554-4564

 

 

Rejection

I think it's getting harder to get a job the older you become. Oh, well. I wasn't all that excited with HSA anyway. It's okay. We'll find something else.

Erasing electronic bid record

Today I was cornered to erase itsf14000434 so mta can detach the preemcumbrance from the project code.

I think it's quite easy for others to say just remove it. So, I will ask Tina for a very good cause and see if she can work around to modify her report.

I can go ahead and say this is a favor I'm going to do for her and one time only.

Shawn has a good reason that this order was placed and po closed. Why?

Anyway, I'll stop insisting and go ahead and remove it when Diane comes back next week.

My 1and only snail mail with CCSF so far

Thank you cards

I think that it's a good sign that I was told of the earliest start time if I were hired. I bumped into another posting and found that the pay isn't too bad. Anyway, somehow it occurred to me that I should write thank you cards. So, I made the effort to write Christina, David and Esperanza.  This is the first time in 9 years.

Let's hope that they will give me a call to hire me.

Another Day Gone by

Preparing slides

Finalizing my presentation. I hope I get to use it, but who knows.  I woke uo and then kept thinking about all the inefficiency, drama and politics in the office. I didn't sleep well.  I need to get out of there.

I don't think I'm well prepared for the interview on Tuesday. But if I don't prepare, look at where I work at now. I didn't prepare for the interview and I answered all the stupid questions with some mumble jumble and they offered me an asst purchaser position and I accepted it.  What a mess...

So, the point is that I need to prepare myself.

Cleavage-showing boss

Yup, she did it again in the so-called universal meeting. Yes, I saw part of both boobies, because, unfortunately, only the chairs across the room on the opposite side were available. Willetta said, "Wow!" How could you not know that that dress was low-cut and the chest would be showing?  What was she thinking? 

Mid week

Not much happening. Still checking the interview questions on soft skills. aka people skills.

Riding the bus to Bristol Farm to get salad and Buffalo wings. Today is the wacky Wednesday and it's $6.99 per pound.

Then, my journey to downtown ended at McAllister and 7th, because there was a bomb threat and the nearby blocks were all blocked and the building was evacuated. 

I ended up buying the Louisiana Fried Chicken on 6th and walked back to City Hall.  There were people waiting for the 5 and I wanted to tell them, but there were a whole bunch of kids and I didn't want to scare them. So, I aborted.

We're living in a highly dangerous world. Anywhere could be our end of life. Weird. To paralyze san francisco is probably very easy for the pros.

Havent heard the explosion yet  I guess the risk has beeb mitigated.

Mental leave

I don't like it that I'm slacking and I can't get away yet.  I need to recognize my hand is no longer good and move on to be handicapped.

new desktop dashboard as of today

Another Canker Sore

Not sure why they keep coming.  I'm very tired lately.  I'm going to go to bed now.

Another Interview

I decided not to tell anybody this time. Instead, I'll just announce it here.  May 14th, at 2:00pm. With HSA.  I really don't expect much now, after a series of failed attempts. 

It's a government job. What can you expect?  I don't think I'll get to enjoy it, but I'll do my best to feign my interest.  Hahaha.

轉載：趕緊保存一下，以後不該吃的不能吃了！

一、12種食物狂吸走你多餘脂肪

1、燕麥；2、玉米；3、蘆筍(還是抗癌之王)
4、山藥；5、海藻；6、銀耳；
7、土豆；8、芹菜；9、紅棗；
10、山楂；11、菊花；12、蘋果。

二、12種可能毀容的食物

1、臭豆腐；2、味精；3、葵花子；
4、豬肝；5、鹹菜；6、爆米花；
7、魚乾片；8、油條；9、咖啡；
10、泡泡糖；11、加糖鮮榨橙汁；
12、松花蛋。

三、飢也要擇食。11種食物千萬不要空腹吃

1、白薯；2、桔子；3、冷飲；
4、牛奶；5、山楂；6、柿子；
7、酸奶；8、糖；9、西紅柿；
10、香蕉；11、豆漿。

四、吃一包泡麵需肝臟解毒32天

泡麵都經過油炸，油中添加了BHT(防止食物酸化的安定劑)。碗裝泡麵塑料碗的材質是聚苯乙烯，為防止加熱後變形，添了BHT，沖泡過程遇高溫，這些物質就會溶解，人體每天每公斤體重攝入聚苯乙烯的危險量是0.001毫克，一個碗裝泡麵所溶解出來的是0.015毫克。

五、讓雙腿變瘦的七樣絕好食物

1、紫菜—排掉體內廢物及積聚水分；
2、芝麻—去除附在血管內的膽固醇；
3、西柚—豐富的鉀有助減少下半身的脂肪；
4、西紅柿—減少水腫；
5、紅豆—增加大腸的蠕動，促進排尿及減少便秘；
6、木瓜—清除因吃肉類而積聚在下身的脂肪；
7、獼猴桃—加快分解脂肪。

六、十大食物讓你擁有美白健康的牙齒

1、香蕉；2、芹菜；3、乳酪；
4、無糖口香糖；5、水；6、薄荷；
7、綠茶；8、洋蔥；9、芥末；
10、香菇。

七、減肥必知-阻礙苗條的六種惡習

1、不吃早餐；
2、晚餐太豐盛；
3、嗜飲咖啡；
4、保溫杯泡茶；
5、水果當主食；
6、進食速度太快。

八、防止手腳冰冷的方法

1、勤運動,勤甩手；
2、多補充維他命E；
3、多吃含煙鹼酸的食物(動物肝臟、蛋、牛奶、起士、糙米、全麥製品、芝麻、香菇、花生、綠豆、咖啡)；
4、多吃堅果、胡蘿蔔；
5、常吃溫補食物(人蔘茶、薑母鴨、桂圓茶、黑芝麻、甜湯圓等)。

九、八樣食物不變黃臉婆

1、枸杞酒釀蛋—給您好臉色；
2、木瓜紅棗蓮子蜜—補血養顏；
3、花生芝麻糊—抗衰老；
4、核桃松仁粟米羹—美容又健胸；
5、雙豆雞翅湯—增加皮膚彈性；
6、山藥青筍炒雞肝–改善皮膚色澤；
7、細膚美顏吃點牡蠣；

十、沒能抗拒誘惑如何補救

1、麻辣燙、麻辣香鍋、火鍋，性熱上火——用梨汁、甘蔗汁、蓮藕汁、淡竹葉泡茶，第二天盡量喝粥，綠豆粥、小米粥。
2、KF菜類、烤肉，燥熱生濕——綠豆海帶湯，龜苓膏，蘆薈。
3、甜膩的蛋糕，生痰生濕——獼猴桃、山楂、薏米水。

十一、七種生活習慣讓你飯後不發胖

1、燒烤後吃根香蕉；
2、喝杯芹菜汁；
3、吃火鍋後喝點酸奶；
4、飯後喝大麥茶或橘皮水；
5、吃速食麵後吃水果；
6、吃蟹後，喝生薑紅糖水；
7、潤肺止咳，飯後吃個柿子。

十二、11種食物甩掉你的小肚腩

1、地瓜；2、綠豆；3、燕麥；
4、薏米；5、小米；6、糙米；
7、紅豆；8、胡蘿蔔；9、山藥；
10、苦瓜；11、蘆筍

十三、預防秋季皮膚過敏-實用六招

1、保濕問題最重要；
2、一定要選擇天然成分的護膚品；
3、盡量選擇低泡沫的潔面乳；
4、每天保持3遍以上溫水洗臉；
5、註意肌膚的防曬問題；
6、註意飲食的營養均衡。

十四、其它

1、如果臉上長出了討厭的小痘痘，應該選擇哪種食材？ 酸奶
2、皮膚上出現了毛孔粗大的問題，需要依靠什麼來解決？ 黃瓜
3、秋冬季節，人們總會受到皮膚乾燥的困擾，吃什麼可以保持肌膚水份？ 獼猴桃
4、想要淡化色斑，除了化妝品。還可以吃什麼來達到理想效果？ 番茄
5、想要擁有明眸的美妹應該吃什麼，才能讓眼睛真正擁有動人魅力？ 胡蘿蔔
6、早晨喝一杯什麼，最有利於解除便秘煩惱？ 水
7、女性常常受到體寒的困擾，用什麼徹底解決問題？ 生薑
8、office lady工作壓力大，常常感到肩膀酸痛、只要吃什麼就可以大大緩解疼痛感？ 杏仁
9、吃什麼可以增加女性荷爾蒙，使你青春常駐？ 芝麻糊
10、要想成為骨骼強健女性應該吃？。 排骨湯
11、指甲出現白色星星缺乏？ 鈣
12、中老年女性關節痛食？ 海米
13、減肥吃？ 豆沙麵包
14、茶飲對心情有好處？ 大麥茶
15、湯飲能緩解緊張？ 酸辣湯
16、面部浮腫吃什麼？ 冬瓜
17、一整天對著電腦眼乾吃什麼？ 香蕉
18、上班族下午3點吃什麼消除腦袋沈重感？堅 果、巧克力
19、有排毒功效的是？ 山藥

【八大死得快食物】

1、豬肝，一公斤的豬肝，其含膽固醇高達四百毫克以上，而一個人若攝入過多的膽固醇，會導致動脈硬化。

2、油條，油條中的明礬，是含鋁的無機物，不可經常食用。

3、烤肉，由於烤肉在熏烤過程中，會產生如「苯」等有害物質，是誘發癌的因子。

4、皮蛋，一般製造商在製作皮蛋時，常添加定量的鉛，我們若經常食用，會引起鉛中毒。同時，還會造成身體內鈣質的流失。

5、菠菜，菠菜營養豐富，但因含有草酸，致食物中寶貴的元素鋅與鈣之結合，而被排出體外，而引起人體鋅與鈣的缺乏，『男人缺鋅，會無法擡頭作人』。菠菜焯水後再吃即可去除草酸。

6、味精，每人每日對味精的攝取量，以不超過六公克為原則，多則有害無益。

7、腌菜，腌菜若製作不得法，含致癌物，並含硝酸胺，久吃因而致病。

8、臭豆腐，臭豆腐在發酵過程中，極易被微生物汙染，同時又會揮發大量鹽基氮，以及硫化氫等；這些都是蛋白質分解的腐敗物質，對人體有害。

【全球十大長壽食物排行榜】

1、蘋果：每日吃一個蘋果可以大幅降低患老年癡呆癥的風險。蘋果含有的櫟精不僅具有消炎作用，還能阻止癌細胞發展現。蘋果同時富含維生素和礦物質，能夠提高人體免疫力，改善心血管功能。

2、魚：關心心臟健康的人應當多吃魚，每周做三頓魚菜或每天吃30克魚肉，能夠使中風風險降低50%。醫學研究證明，經常吃魚的日本人和愛斯基摩人與很少吃魚的民族相比，患心血管疾病的比例要小得多。

3、大蒜：大蒜不僅能夠防治感冒，還能降低胃癌、腸癌風險，增強消化功能。另外大蒜還能很好地凈化血管，防止血管堵塞，有效預防血管疾病。

4、草莓：只要多吃草莓就能充分補充維生素 C，草莓同時富含鐵，可以提高機體免疫能力。草莓中的染色物質和香精油，能形成特別酶，預防癌癥。

5、胡蘿蔔：胡蘿蔔富含β—胡蘿蔔素，不僅能夠保護基因結構，預防癌癥，還能改善皮膚，增強視力。

6、香蕉：香蕉是碳水化合物含量最高的水果，還含有各種各樣的微量元素，能阻止糖迅速進入血液，其中鎂含量豐富，吃上1根香蕉就能滿足人體24小時所需鎂元素的1/6。

7、綠茶：決定綠茶神奇功效的成分是兒茶酚，這種生物活性物質能防止動脈粥樣硬化和前列腺癌，同時對減肥也大有幫助，不過為了燃燒多餘脂肪，每日至少應喝4大杯綠茶水。

8、大豆：大豆富含卵磷脂和維生素B，能夠提高思維能力，促進神經系統功能。大豆還是重要的植物蛋白來源，儘管歐洲人還不習慣這種食品，但最新研究證實它確實對健康有益。

9、牛奶：牛奶是主要營養食品，富含高蛋白、易吸收的脂肪和乳糖。牛奶富含鈣，從小喝牛奶積聚的鈣能在年老時預防骨質疏鬆癥，同時也是保障神經系統和肌肉骨骼正常常功能所不可缺少。

10，辣椒：紅辣椒能夠促進新陳代謝，幫助減肥，辣椒素能刺激胃液分泌，防止腸胃中有害細菌的滋生。甜辣椒同樣有益健康，它富含維生素C，能夠預防癌癥和心血管疾病，延緩衰老。

癌『最不喜歡的朋友』：

胃癌最不喜歡的朋友—大蒜
肝癌最不喜歡的朋友—蘑菇
胰腺癌最不喜歡的朋友—西蘭花
肺癌最不喜歡的朋友—菠菜
腸癌最不喜歡的朋友—茭白
乳腺癌最不喜歡的朋友—海帶
皮膚癌最不喜歡的朋友—蘆筍
宮頸癌最不喜歡的朋友—黃豆。

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that piercing, hateful look

not sure why he looked at me like that?  He probably mistook me for someone else.  Someone who left him to become how he is today. walking with a walker.

But what can I do?  I don't even remember his name. I am not responsible for all the misery that he is suffering.  I can't offer him money, or any comfort or anything. I really don't know him. I remember him, but that was probably one of the many mistakes that I did in my life.  If it was a mistake.

I wasn't mature enough to walk over to at least to say hi more closely, but I was with company and I really don't know what I can do further.  But that look... the piercing blue eyes...

I think his name is  Michael, but I'm not sure. 

Canker Sores attack

it's been over a week that I have series of canker sores and I am feeling so tired, even though I'd slept at least 7 hours per day.

Maybe the thing with Man Crates also added to it.  who knows.  that one was dead, as of today.  Gotta move on and send some more resumes.

Bored

I need to make more money. Keep myself busy.  I will apply for the operations, logistics analyst position with man crate.  I checked a few pages of information on man crates, launchpad, jon beekman, chiwan and yantian (ports in Shenzhen). I will send in my application and see how that goes. Meanwhile, it looks like hsa is moving along a little.

Got my haircut. 

I'm really tired today. I'm getting old. Also, I've been attacked bt the canker sores. They drain my energy.

The bomb. When the other person tells you that s/he feels bored...

it's about time that it's come to an end.  How sad. Everything has an expiration date. How sad.

My hair is long . I'm going to cut it tommorrow.

Sunday con conejo de primavera

I'm not religious. Eastet doesn't impact me much. It has been relaxing to have some time to myself, roaming in the dolores-castro area. It's been a nice, warm shining day so far. Still thinking about leaving the public sector. But we'll see which one comes out first: hsa or another job in the private sector. I need to get motivated. I need to know other professionals that are working with just one arm. I need to get my act together.

It's also cherry blossom festival in japantown. I have scheduled to check out the parade.

Some Complaints

No problem at all, Helen.  Anything.    Remember Alt + PrtSc.

 

It also just reminded me that Judy once said to me, “Oh, we don’t want you to still work from home after work.” to reject my request to route the calls from the work phone to my cell phone, after explaining that it is faster and more convenient, cell phone is lighter and I have unlimited minutes.     There are just so many things I don’t like about her since day 1.  Everything went downhill after I got transferred from Jen to Judy.  And they punish me by sticking me with Judy.  So, I have to go....

 

She once asked me in her office before my 1-year mark, “Oh, do you like what you do?  Cuz we (again, we?) want you to be happy.”  I just had to fire her after my 1 year.  Then, when I brought it up that I was being abused, she fought me.   Oh, well, so much for happiness, correct?     

 

Best regards,

 

 

What can you do in a prison?

I suddenly remembered the Chinese movie, “Raise the Red Lantern”, because now I can very much relate myself to the main character.     This place is a mental prison. Pushing paper is what people do most.  Most people are dim-witted with very low skill sets and they get on each other. Anyway, the movie  has a very satirical ending as well.    It’s not a feel-good movie, for sure.   

 

Easter Cookie - Trashed

Even Jose didn’t want to eat it.  So, Saturday night, it ended up in the trash bin outside.  Why would anyone want to bring the sugar-loaded, not-so-good quality cookies from Safeway to “force” people to eat them?  I was referring to the same cookie that I found on my desk wrapped in a Kleenex.   Judy left it while I was out of the office that day to make sure that I had a taste of it.   I didn’t want to throw it away, but there was no homeless person to give it to and Jose didn’t want it, either.

 

Does she really like those cookies?  Is her standard that low?   I have to say that my standard is higher than that.  Even higher after working for Cisco.

 

Paul is chatting away, his son’s brother in law, this time.     Last time I heard his wife’s cousin’s husband’s party...  Carmen is chatting about her future trip in San Diego...

 

Test

Let’s see if this one will work.  I like my photos and it shows my nice, natural, health teeth.   

Batteries were dead, but I switched the position and they came back alive.  I’m going back to my diary mode and will write something every day.

Easter Cookie

I found an Easter Cookie on me desk covered in a Kleenex Wednesday morning when I came to work. Helen said it's not from her. It's from Judy. I thought about that possibility, but I checked with Helen first.

I can think of it in a nice way that she wanted to make sure that I wasn't left out on the chance to taste the Easter bunny cookie. But it's the bulk box from Safeway, and later Whitney brought out the left over. It's Friday now and the leftover box is still sitting there with cookies in it. I brought it home Wednesday, as I didn't find a homeless person to give it to, and Jose hasn't touched it yet, either.

Why is it that she always treats people with bad pastries from Safeway?  Next time I should probably reject her right at the beginning.

Sick leave

Darlene called in sick and Paul didn't. Same rule; different standards.

"I dressed down yestesday", she said.

"Whatevet gets thrown at me, I don't care." Giggled.

Whatever gets thrown at me, I don't care.

Last friday she said it out loud while giggling with paul and the other annoying person in the office. And she had the guts to press me to wear a dirty tie.

Taking mental leave today

Looking at jobs at Nest. 

I still need to send Luciana my updated resume and i will need to do that soon.

I'm the only person out of the office today.

Still haven't found my resting place.

Jason

What's going on?

I'm gradually accepting my uselessness for not being brave and strong enough to take on more challenges in life. I hope things will turn around better this year.

Man, don't I love working for the government?

I can't carry on like this much. This place is draining out my energy and I need to get a better life.

Jason

Big fuzz over one hour of leave

Not sure why the old man, Paul, couldn't handle a small situacion to have someone cover the front desk dor an hour. Not only he couldn't handle it, he also whined about it to the group. I had a not so friendly talk with Judy and she apologized for the poor communication and authorized me to find back up on my own . I think I followed the protocol of sending an email one day earlier to judy, Paul, Whitney, Connie and Helen. I'm the helper, not the coordinator. It's Connie's job.