"Unemployed", Frustrated and Sluggish

Feeling very frustrated with this public system. I don’t see anything good with it still. 

After watching the inspiring “12 7 hours”, I feel very encouraged to go back to the private sector.  But I feel trapped, as I have been “unemployed” for 2 years and I am getting old.  Both are very “un-employable” for the corporates.

 

Frustrated that I have been trying and have not heard anything back, other than from SolarCity.   And yes, Kensington rejected me as well.  All the rejecting companies are probably too low for me anyway.  I made it to Cisco, so that is a good validation.   Mexico refused to give me a visa, Canada rejected my “green card” application with a high failing score.  If I apply again, I should make it this time, but I am already a US citizen now.     Canada may be a good country, but U.S. is considered better by most, including myself.  Mexico,  well..

 

As for the sluggish part, I have been having non-stop attacks of canker sores this past 3-4 weeks.  One ends and the other starts.  Very annoying.  One thing I noticed is that it made me very sluggish.   And it is already painful to eat and talk.  10:41am and I feel sleepy again, after sleeping for almost 8 hours last night.