ganas de volver a amar

Creo que la extraño y me desespero
hoy pienso en los momentos que pasamos juntos
el tiempo que le di
lo mal gaste

Creo que mis sueños los perdi por vivir para ella
por seguirla, por amarla y por respetarla
y me olvide de mi
no soy feliz

Creo que mi alma se ha secado de tanto amarla
y que la tristeza me acompaña en cada momento
y en mis oraciones yo la pienso a ella
creo se ha llevado mis ilusiones

Ella era mi mundo
era el motor que me daba vida
a ella le entregue todo sin medida
dejo mi corazon casi en agonia

Ella me dejo el sabor de un mal amor que duele
que quema mis entrañas, se llevo mis ganas
de volver a amar

(Hablado) y te has llevado contigo
mis ganas de amar
el trono de mexico

Creo que me muero por volver a verla
pero tengo miedo de tenerla cerca
se que no es para mi, me convenci

Creo que mi alma se ha secado de tanto amarla
y que la tristeza me acompaña en cada momento
y en mis oraciones yo la pienso a ella
creo se ha llevado mis ilusiones

Ella era mi mundo
era el motor que me daba vida
a ella le entregue todo sin medida
dejo mi corazon casi en agonia

Ella me dejo el sabor de un mal amor que duele
que quema mis entrañas, se llevo mis ganas
de volver a amar

1067 California Street, Mountain View 94041

I just talked with Ron, he's a realtor in the 50s, he said. The location is great. between Shoreline and Castro in Mountain View. Right in downtown Mountain View. Furnished. He dropped the rent for $10. I think I can go in and ask for $650.

Alex is still sleeping. So, I will go by myself. He's acting strangely now. I think I have stayed here long enough.

Frustrating: house-hunting

Still looking for a place. Now that I narrowed down to Mountain View, Sunnyvale and San Jose Downtown. Either a studio or shared housing. I still prefer Sunnyvale/Mountain View area right along highway 237.

星期四. 自由日.

繼續找房子.

Wednesday Night Skating

Went skating for the second time since I got back. Everything seems the same. There are still regulars there. But I haven't seen a lot of old-timers. Well, maybe it is really about time that I retired. Strangely, that my knees do not hurt like they did in Mexico City.

How Ironic! Que ironia.

I think I just failed the interview with Lite-On IT. Yalin Lai thought I wasn't quite qualified for their "fast-paced" environment. Who are you kidding? Which environment isn't fast-paced. This is Silicon Valley. I think it should be Death Valley, because it is. Well, I think I am very qualified and it's ironic because I wanted it more than the job with Bizlink and I actually did my study and research on the company, and she just turned out very cold. Well, it wasn't my fault that stupid Olga Machado called in sick and didn't make any arrangement for the interview.
I didn't study or work really hard for the Bizlink position and I got it and it turned out paying more than Lite-On IT. What a sweat shop. Less than 50k for a, listen up, Senior Logisitics/Sales Support Coordinator. A 25-yo kid working for B of A for 5 years is making $48,000.

All the chinese companies are sweat shops. However, I'm stuck with them, because only they can help me out in times of trouble. What can I do?

Que decepcionante

No puedo encontrar ningún departamento. Eso es muy decepcionante y cansado. Ay, que onda?

Ya compre tarjeta teléfonica para llamar a México.