"I dressed down yestesday", she said.

"Whatevet gets thrown at me, I don't care." Giggled.

Whatever gets thrown at me, I don't care.

Last friday she said it out loud while giggling with paul and the other annoying person in the office. And she had the guts to press me to wear a dirty tie.

Taking mental leave today

Looking at jobs at Nest. 

I still need to send Luciana my updated resume and i will need to do that soon.

I'm the only person out of the office today.

Still haven't found my resting place.

Jason

What's going on?

I'm gradually accepting my uselessness for not being brave and strong enough to take on more challenges in life. I hope things will turn around better this year.

Man, don't I love working for the government?

I can't carry on like this much. This place is draining out my energy and I need to get a better life.

Jason

Big fuzz over one hour of leave

Not sure why the old man, Paul, couldn't handle a small situacion to have someone cover the front desk dor an hour. Not only he couldn't handle it, he also whined about it to the group. I had a not so friendly talk with Judy and she apologized for the poor communication and authorized me to find back up on my own . I think I followed the protocol of sending an email one day earlier to judy, Paul, Whitney, Connie and Helen. I'm the helper, not the coordinator. It's Connie's job.

"Unemployed", Frustrated and Sluggish

Feeling very frustrated with this public system. I don’t see anything good with it still. 

After watching the inspiring “12 7 hours”, I feel very encouraged to go back to the private sector.  But I feel trapped, as I have been “unemployed” for 2 years and I am getting old.  Both are very “un-employable” for the corporates.

 

Frustrated that I have been trying and have not heard anything back, other than from SolarCity.   And yes, Kensington rejected me as well.  All the rejecting companies are probably too low for me anyway.  I made it to Cisco, so that is a good validation.   Mexico refused to give me a visa, Canada rejected my “green card” application with a high failing score.  If I apply again, I should make it this time, but I am already a US citizen now.     Canada may be a good country, but U.S. is considered better by most, including myself.  Mexico,  well..

 

As for the sluggish part, I have been having non-stop attacks of canker sores this past 3-4 weeks.  One ends and the other starts.  Very annoying.  One thing I noticed is that it made me very sluggish.   And it is already painful to eat and talk.  10:41am and I feel sleepy again, after sleeping for almost 8 hours last night.